[ grace tickets ]

   Five months.

   Who would have known how fast they went by. Or how much they would have changed me. Who would have known what precious knowledge I would gain, or even more precious -- the stronger relationship with God.

   None but Him alone knew.

   I can't say it was easy. Oh, it was tough. But nor can I say that I regret it. Because I don't. I know that through each and every trial -- while I may not have handled it appropriately -- I grew a little more. And because of that, I learned a little more about laying down my rights. And even more about grace.

   One of the biggest things that stuck out to me throughout each and every situation I came across these past five months is just how undefinable and incredible grace is. Literally, without grace, we are nothing, and can do nothing.

   Because of grace, He died for our sins.

   Because of grace, He loves us. And continues to love us -- no matter what.

   How can my finite, human mind even begin to comprehend that?

   Well, with His grace, I can. It all just goes back to grace.

   So you begin to see where I'm coming from. Just how vast grace really is. And how much we really do need it.

   I know I need grace tickets everyday. Otherwise I'd be even more of a hot mess than I already am as a human. And good Lord, where would I be then. Thank God for His grace.

   Life is extraordinary. Truly. I appreciate it so much more now, in a different way though. Not in  a material way. But rather, more in an experience perspective. I value stories and experiences in a greater way. And I can't wait for the ones to come, knowing what has already come to pass.